Unshackled

Anguish.
Sorrow.
Despair.


I pity myself. I want to give up...

...BUT I JUST CAN'T DO IT. 

Signal Fire

Okay fine, you win. I will always be the man who begs for your love. Denial can't ease the pain I'm suffering because the only thing that can mend it is your love. But I think I have to wait for forever before that will happen.

You were the one who helped me get back on track. You became my guiding force, my friend, my inspiration. You made me stronger, happier, and believe with love once again. But every thing was ruined when I made a selfish decision. It's been a while since I felt something beautiful. I want to experience it again, the bliss, the butterflies, the love. I want you back, I want my signal fire back.

I'll try to hold on and I won't give up. I will wait for that love even though it will take me for years. There's no reason for me to look for someone else because the girl I want to share my lifetime with is YOU. You're the only woman that my heart desire that's why I'll give you all my love.

I believe the pain will subside and I hope by that time you'll be with me spending our lives together. :)

Friendzone

T: "This. This is what you call friendzone... and how to painstakingly get out of it. :)) 'tis good it made me T.T"

I have been friendzoned too. :) And just like the movie you watched, it is a great effort to get out of that zone. I hope you felt the pain that i have to endure in order to forget you. See you soon! So excited for you to see the guy-who-is-not-begging-for-your-love-anymore. Take Care! :D

Sweet Serendipity

Hello Blog! It's been a while. After a long hiatus, I have a good news for you....

I'm moving on! :)

The ache is beginning to subside and happiness is starting to be revived.

I ain’t gonna stress

Cause the worst ain’t happened yet

Somethings watching over me

Like Sweet Serendipity

A good start for 2012. :)

F! I miss you. :(((

I want my friend back...

I want my inspiration back...

I Miss You

I Love You. :(

Why do all good things come to an end????

Assuming is the best sanctuary if you want to escape the harshness of reality. You can create thoughts that will surely lure your soul to be happy. Everything is fine, awesome and according to plan. But the brutal part comes when your euphoric thoughts can no longer battle veracity. In just a snap, everything’s gone like a black hole sipping you merciless. Now you’re thrown to a nightmare with a little chance of waking up.

As of now, I don’t know how I will dissolve the thoughts that I made. All I can feel is pain, disappointment, bleakness and hopelessness. But don’t worry; you have no responsibility why despair embraces my soul. It’s me who risked the friendship and made an egotistic move. Now, I can’t even show my face to you nor beep you through phone. I’m sorry for making you feel uneasy. The wounds we unconsciously made to each other really need a long time to heal. Like what you have said, space is the best drug for this.

‘Til we meet again my friend…

... and this time is for real.