Assuming is the best sanctuary if you want to escape the harshness of reality. You can create thoughts that will surely lure your soul to be happy. Everything is fine, awesome and according to plan. But the brutal part comes when your euphoric thoughts can no longer battle veracity. In just a snap, everything’s gone like a black hole sipping you merciless. Now you’re thrown to a nightmare with a little chance of waking up.
As of now, I don’t know how I will dissolve the thoughts that I made. All I can feel is pain, disappointment, bleakness and hopelessness. But don’t worry; you have no responsibility why despair embraces my soul. It’s me who risked the friendship and made an egotistic move. Now, I can’t even show my face to you nor beep you through phone. I’m sorry for making you feel uneasy. The wounds we unconsciously made to each other really need a long time to heal. Like what you have said, space is the best drug for this.
‘Til we meet again my friend…
... and this time is for real.
aww, sawi ka na naman! improving ah. Pero may konting flaws. =)) sana magkita na ulit kayo
ReplyDeleteWhat sam said. Hire a beta reader kaya or ask us to read your work. But seriously, improving nga. nafeel ko yung pain. ok lang yan dude. you'll always have us, you crazy pack of wolves :D I'm happy though that you're a mature person who did what's best, who knows, she just might be the one who'll come to you. YIHEEE :DDDD
ReplyDeleteWow. nakaka boost ng self-esteem. YIHEE. :)) That explains why i feel less motivated these days. :))))
ReplyDeleteAy nako Maki! I agree with Faye. If you think she's worth the wait...then you must not doubt your choice. And if you feel like there's no chance at all, believe me: SOMEDAY SHE'LL FLY BACK TO YOU! :D
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