Thursday, May 13, 2010

Acceptance


The feeling of being accepted is the best gift for one’s ego.

Before entering college, I was given a hard time traversing the path I would like to take. I had nights shed on tears and nursing myself out of pain. There are lots of uncertainties to what direction my life would lead to. Twinge would attack my heart if ever there are possibilities that would destroy my dream. It had been months since I fought my scheme for my future. And yes after weeks of trials and errors, I was able to taste the distinct succulent taste of victory. I was given the chance to start the journey of my choice.

But I think they’re not still geared up to embrace what I would like to be in the future. From time to time, I get vulnerable thinking that they’re not proud of me. I get wounds on what comes out of their mouth that daunts me to give up the corridors I’m walking to. I thought that triumph came to me already, but I was wrong. Now, I don’t know where my life would lead to. They poured uncertainties in my precious cup of life. I hope I will be able to withstand this, to endure all the discouragements and to utilize this as my primary motivation. I know God will always be there to give me strength and enlightenment. I anticipate the time where giving up will never be a choice. Mom and dad, I hope that time will come before long.

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